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“you have all day to finish”

Monday, March 15th, 2010

How to become an international triathlon superstar, step #8: Never quit.

dress by Billabong courtesy Beck Preston (for the weekend)

dress by Billabong courtesy Beck Preston (for the weekend)

Thanks everybody for the concern about my race. The stomach bug I woke up with at 3am race morning seems to have cleared my system and I am feeling much better digestively today. Really annoying to feel so sparkly today when it’s the day after the race, but what can you do.

I didn’t come all the way to China for my first DNF so despite the vomit episode midway through the swim, I gutted it out…or at least trudged it out…really slowly…and got myself to the finish line before midnight. I still don’t know what time the bike cut-off time is and never thought I would need to worry about it, but I actually thought I might have been in danger of missing it yesterday.

My slowest time before this race was a 13:50 and I now have a new PW (personal worst) at 14:37. I have even more respect now for the back-of-the-pack finishers. Running in the daylight with everyone cheering for you is one thing, but slogging away in the desolate darkness and the kilometer marks ticking by ever-so-slowly is just painfully forever. :(

I badly wanted to quit so many times, but each time that little voice told me “Don’t quit. Don’t give up. You have all day to finish.” By default I still ended up 6th place in the women’s pro category thanks to the attrition rate (which I’m told was 27%–over 1 out of 4 competitors didn’t make it).

Was super stoked to see Amy with the lead bike heading to the finish line when I just got onto the marathon course and Maki holding onto 4th position. Mat, Hiro, and Brandon all finished top 10 as well!

Not my best day at all, and some may say I am stupid and stubborn, but I am still very proud of this finish, because dammit, I finished. It took an exceptionally long time and maybe less time if I didn’t stop and help a couple distressed competitors along the way, but I’ll save those stories for the race report.

Never quit. 8)

Wongstar Conquers the Toughest Show on Earth

Tuesday, March 9th, 2010
5th woman across the line at the Toughest Show on Earth

5th woman across the line at the Toughest Show on Earth

The “Toughest Show On Earth”–that’s what was written on all the banners and race materials for Ironman Malaysia.  Crossing the line as 5th woman at an M-Dot Ironman is something that I had never fathomed when I watched my first Ironman as a volunteer and spectator almost 10 years ago.  My 18-year-old self just wondered if she could finish one.  Before midnight. I was mostly worried about making the 2hr 20min swim cut-off.

Even a year ago, I’m not sure I imagined I could do this well. And leading up to this race, I wasn’t sure what to expect. Not to say that I have no goals or expectations…it is just very different to hope and dream and wish certain things and then to have them actually happen in real life. Or maybe it’s more that I have been told to be very patient, so I thought I would have to wait a little bit longer. Either way, Coach says this is part of why I do well. Apparently my expectations (or lack thereof) keep me from getting a big head and blowing up from overconfidence. But I am getting ahead of myself.

The swim was an out-and-back straight line into the salty sea. Swim out 1900m and then turn around and come back. I was fighting in the pack the first 15 seconds and then found myself with Miranda Aldritt, just the two of us together. We smacked each other at first and then she went ahead and I stayed on her feet, though she slowly crept ahead. I’ve been working on yet another new swim technique but Coach said to just “swim hard” however which way I wanted. When we got to the turnaround, I looked at my watch for the first time and yuck…46 minutes!!!! Oh sweet baby Jesus. No way am I finishing the swim in over 90minutes! Newly inspired (or rather, horrified at myself), I swam as hard as I could all the way back. Apparently there was a current against us going out, as my second half only took 32 minutes. Swimming 3.8km on your own is much harder than in the giant washing machine of age groupers–heading back the water suddenly became more turbulent from the masses of amateurs swimming the other way; I really thought there were extra boats out there or something. Swimming in the Krabi pool with no lane lines proved to be good practice for open water swimming.

jumping over the rice bags lining the swim exit

Dear God, if I can't have world peace, how about a little bit of swimming ability? Just a little?

I jumped out of the water as last place female pro, slightly less horrified that my watch said 1:18 and not 1:28 or worse. I launched straight into the “Damage Control” game, also known as the Denial Game, where you tell yourself everyone must have swam slow today. By like 10 minutes. Thus you don’t get freaked out or panicked or depressed and ruin the rest of your race. I am getting really good at this game.

hustle!!!  23mins down!

hustle!!! 23mins down!

I got on White Tiger and stuck to Coach’s race plan for me: swim as hard as you can, hold back on the bike by 15-20 minutes, and then run them all down. Race smart and beat the people who you weren’t meant to beat. Patience, patience. I focused on getting the nutrition down–Gatorade at the aid stations and Hello Panda cookies in my bento box. The bike course was hillier than I expected, and some of the road surface wasn’t very smooth or fast. I just rode solid, holding my pace steady and increasing the effort as the ride went on, but never going balls-out, and passed the first pro woman around the 3-hour mark.

the coolest bike pic in the world, as mentioned before.

the coolest bike pic in the world, as mentioned before.

Then something weird happened. Towards the end of that third hour, I passed 3 more pro women, all in a row. Maybe everyone really did swim bad. Maybe they were already blowing up from the heat? It wasn’t too hot, if you were biking fast enough it was almost breezy… Strangely enough our national anthem, the Star Spangled Banner, started playing in my head…I think because Coach had always said that at hot races, those who went out too hard would start to detonate. But if I paced myself well, I would be bomb-proof. “The rockets red glare, the bombs bursting in air, gave proof to the night…that our flag was still there…” I think subconsciously I was bitter that I missed most of the Winter Olympics.

The fourth and last lap of the bike, that last hour, the aid stations ran out of EVERYTHING. No Gatorade, no water. I forced myself to keep eating my Hello Panda cookies…you need this nutrition, eat it!! And 2 or 3 aid stations later finally got a small bottle of water to wash it down my dry throat. Everyone else was in the same situation, I figured I would rehydrate on the run…Camelbak time! I rolled over the timing mat with a 5:20 bike split, hey not too bad for holding back 15-20mins eh? It ended up being the 3rd fastest bike split too, rockin’!

grunting my way up the big hill with Maki yelling SUGOI!!!

grunting my way up the big hill with Maki yelling "SUGOI!!!"

Got into transition and asked the volunteers in the change tent how many women had come through. “only 5. you are number 6!” NO FREAKING WAY.

The run was 5 laps, about 8km out-and-back each. Now as much as I like to perpetuate the urban legend that the Wongstar does not feel heat, I could tell it was hot. Someone later said 39*C, someone else said 41*C (that’s 102 to 106*F), but I wasn’t worried. I was thrilled. In a very twisted way, I find that racing in the heat is much easier than training in the heat–there are aid stations every kilometer giving out cold drinks, ice, and cold wet sponges. When do you get that in training? Umm, how about NEVER.

I had my two Camelbaks ready (one in T2, one at Special Needs) and would take in 1.5 liters of Gatorade the first 2 laps and then 2 liters of thawing frozen coffee the last 3 laps. I had even debated on filling them up all the way but was glad I did, I actually finished everything I carried and needed extra Coke at the aid stations when the Camelbaks went empty.

So how did I feel? I FELT AMAZING. I am not going to lie and you can hate me all you want, but I will be honest: I felt ridiculously good, crazy strong, and just SUPER.  Photographic proof of how I felt:

Lap 2 of the run. FEELING SUPER!!!

World peace! SUPER!!! Lap #3

I would run through the aid stations and grab a couple cold sponges at each one, squeezing them over my head, sipped on my Camelbak and plodded along, nothing spectacularly fast. Just holding about 5-minute k pace (about 8-minute miles). 3:30 marathon pace. Which I guess is somewhat fast in hot conditions?

I was confused at who was leading the women’s race…I thought it was Edith, who was right behind me–I’d see her behind me at every turnaround and apparently I wasn’t going much slower than her as she didn’t catch me and lap me until my 4th lap. And then I saw Belinda out there, with Hillary behind her, which confused me because I was thinking that Edith was winning, Belinda was in 2nd, and Hillary was catching Belinda. (Turns out it was Belinda winning, she had lapped Hillary who was in 3rd, and Edith was running 2nd.)

ok, maybe feeling less super but still very strong!

ok, maybe feeling less super but still very strong! Lap #4

So I was 6th woman and just held steady. Heading out on the run loop seemed warmer, and then coming back there was a bit of a breeze–so I enjoyed coming back more, plus it meant going back towards all the cheering spectators. One Asian spectator was wearing an American flag T-shirt and yelled “Japanese!” to me as I went by the first lap. “NO, American!!” I yelled back. From then on, he and his friends would chant “USA!” for me every time I ran by. :)

There were also many people I had met through training and racing around the world that cheered for me, both on the race course and on the sidelines. The support was overwhelming, lots of cheers for both Wongstar and Jocelyn…even the Korean athletes who I had competed with in Jeju or GreatMan would yell “hwai-ting!” as I passed them. The Asian female spectators were especially enthusiastic and I was hoping maybe they’d catch a little bit of inspiration seeing an Asian girl at the front of a race…I do my best to represent!

up and over the overpass--the one hill on the course

up and over the overpass--the one "hill" on the course. Lap #4

I had this song in my head…the DJ Tiesto version of Maroon 5’s “Not Falling Apart.” Coach has taught me to develop a bomb-proof marathon shuffle, so that’s what kept going through my mind, “…I’m not falling apart…” Turns out my 3:37 marathon was 3rd fastest among the pro women–only 6mins slower than champion Belinda and within 11mins of Edith’s run split (the fastest for the day)…huh…since when does that happen? Brilliant race plan, Coach, and good execution by the Wongstar!

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When I switched out the Camelbaks after 2 run laps, I was super happy that freezing the coffee had worked amazingly. I too, was still feeling amazing and not really affected by the heat much until the 4th lap–that’s when I started filling my sports bra with ice. I think the humidity actually picked up, rather than the temperature.

heel-striking, Coach would be proud!

heel-striking, Coach would be proud! Lap #1, yes I went out of order.

Somewhere along the way I had slipped into 5th position, and I was starting to run down 4th and 3rd…but ran out of time and distance.  By Lap 5 I really just wanted to be DONE! I was feeling decidedly less SUPER. Finally went by our hotel one last time, but then there was another 2km to the finish line back at the jetty, and it was THE. LONGEST. TWO. KILOMETERS. EVER.

I did the winners pose. I felt like a winner.

I did the winner's pose. I felt like a winner.

And finally, there it was. I was so happy, I felt so strong the whole day–if I had to choose just one word to describe how I felt for the race, that would be it. STRONG. (I thought this during the race too.) Ok, maybe not in the swim but the other 90% of my day… ;) I am still amazed I only ran 10mins slower than my best Ironman marathon, and in much tougher conditions… STRONG!!!

I’d like to thank all the sponsors that helped get me to where I am today. From just wanting to finish an Ironman before midnight to somehow finishing as 5th pro woman and actually feeling STRONG the whole day:

  • TeamTBB & the Bike Boutique: thank you to my teammates who inspire me and push me every day, Alex our team manager for this fantastic opportunity, and Brett for showing me the way and demanding more of me than I thought possible. You asked me nearly 3 years ago if I was ready for my life to change; everything I’ve achieved these past months has already been more than I ever thought possible and we can still say “this is only the beginning.” Thank you so much for everything!! I really am living the age group triathlon fairy tale :D
  • All our equipment sponsors: Cervelo, Avia, BlueSeventy, 3T, Scody & ISM Saddles for the gear that helps me go faster. I still scratch my head and think “really? we get new stuff every year?” But I’m not complaining! ;)
  • My travel sponsor, Mark Cathcart, for help funding the travel expenses. You’ve known me since I was a delusional age grouper with dreams of becoming a triathlon superstar. Thanks for always believing in me and fueling these dreams! :)
  • My newest sponsor, Haamonii Smooth Shochu, for the post-race celebratory beverages. Thanks for your support and the good times had and to be had in sharing harmony around the world! :D

Photos courtesy of ASI Photo, Maki Nishiuchi, Pee Kay Pixz, Makoy Almanzor–thanks!!

Last race report of 2009! Wongstar’s IM Cozumel.

Friday, December 25th, 2009

Yikes, yes I realize it’s been nearly a month since the race and considered just bagging the race report for my 6th ironman of 2009.  Maybe nobody would notice… But somehow my blog posts get over 2,000 hits, I don’t know how, but I guess this means someone might notice.  I wouldn’t want to disappoint anybody.  Even my mom and dad and brother have all said something.  So I figure I might as well finish the half-written report I started on the airplane ride home and throw in the bazillion race photos I have.

I contemplated just putting the pictures in with random witty captions, as Coco has sometimes accused my blog of being a simple child’s picturebook.  ;)  But knowing me it will end up being a long story anyway…

This one is dedicated for you, the fans! Merry Christmas, I don’t have much money to buy you anything so you get one more race report for 2009, enjoy.

Im hiding in the back.  Maybe I should just start in the front so I wont get dropped so quick.

I'm hiding in the back. The one in the BlueSeventy speedsuit. And my white long sleeve Scody race kit. Maybe I should just start in the front so I can stay with the pack for a few more seconds.

So we were corralled onto the dock and weren’t allowed to get into the water until the race announcer declared each of our names…yes, one at a time…for over 60 pros! They called the men first which took forever and finally the women. Once we were in the water it was pretty amazing–the water was so clear! It was my first swim in the sea since I had come into Mexico so late (Friday night). I was actually able to stay with the pack for an entire 15 to 20 seconds…woohoo! A slight improvement on getting my butt dropped straightaway, but I know I still have a loooong way to go.

I just assumed the worst case scenario: that I would be swimming pretty much alone for the 2.4 miles, 1-loop swim.  Worst case scenario it was, but no surprises as I was expecting it, therefore I did NOT freak out or panic or anything stupid like that.  Damage control!

swimming

there are so many swim exit photos I am just going to intersperse them here during the swim story.

The First Mate had made me a big sign that said “SWIM LIKE A SHARK” and it really was like swimming in a big fish tank!  Just like being in the movie Finding Nemo.  I know I keep saying this, but it was really amazing!  You could see the sea floor, and even the scuba guys at the bottom were waving at us.

At first I pretended I was one of the sharks in Finding Nemo, but then I remembered they are vegetarian.  Screw that!  I’m a strong meat-eating girl who likes her steak a little bit bloody.  I decided I was the shark from Jaws instead.  So then I had the Jaws theme in my head…

swimming

here I come! JAWS!

I even saw STARfish on the ocean floor, midway through the swim.  They waved their little starfish arms at me and cheered “Swim like a superSTAR!  GO WongSTAR!”

I didn’t get caught by the age groupers until about 45 mins into the swim…which I thought was not too shabby.  We had a 15min head start, but once they came by, they flew by…  I couldn’t really tell if the swim was short or if the current was strong, I just didn’t worry about much except to keep swimming as hard as I could for as long as I could.  And if people say the swim course was short, well, swimming it all by yourself sure feels like a long time.

swimming

popping out at last!

I was happy to be out, as usual.  Finishing the swim is always my 2nd favorite part of the whole race.  My first favorite would be crossing the finish line!  :)

swimming

nice Avia logo eh!

It did seem to take a bit quicker than my last swim, that horrible 1:18 in Florida…

swimming

Land, ho!

In fact, you could say I was pretty excited when I looked at my watch…

swimming

what's the damage?

…and saw that it said “1:05″!  No way!

Ill take it!

I'll take it!

Yep I was pretty happy with that.  Can you tell?  1:05 is my PR from EmbrunMan and this swim was without a wetsuit.

transition #1

transition #1

My bike was pretty easy to spot in transition, per usual.  Someday this will change.  Off I went!

The bike course went 3 times around the island and was really gorgeous, although ridiculously windy on the other side.  We went right along the coast with absolutely no protection from the wind!  I was actually quite happy the swim wasn’t on this other side as the water looked extremely choppy.  My first lap I took it out pretty controlled as usual, holding back the effort so I could dial it up later.

biking

fastest training wheels on the pro rack!

I saw the First Mate yelling for me as she had run back from the swim start to T2/the finish line area.  Then I turned up the effort and felt great!  At halfway, I let it rip and caught 3 pro women between my 3rd and 4th hours.  I was definitely on pace to go under 5:20 which would be slower than the last 2 races, also flat courses, but were nowhere as windy as Cozumel.

biking

huff puff huff puff

On my 3rd lap I hit the wind and just felt like my legs ran out of juice.  I wasn’t sure why I couldn’t stomp out the last 60k really hard like I usually do; it is normally the fastest part of my bike split.  A great sherpa and cheerleader is always looking at her watch, and according to my First Mate, I lost over 10 minutes on that last lap!

biking

grinding away!

After future contemplation (yes it has been almost a month) with Coach about what happened, he pointed out that I didn’t exactly get any real bike training in for the last 6 weeks prior to this race.  Yup, this was the 3rd ironman-distance race in a 5-week span, which was not intentional at all.  I had Cozumel on my race calendar since I qualified for my pro card 6 months ago.  GreatMan was originally held mid-September, got cancelled, then postponed for late October.  In early October, the same week I committed to doing GreatMan, IM Florida finally got back to me and suddenly I had 3 ironmans in 5 weeks!

biking

whoa whoa crosswinds blowing me over

Coach was not worried about me racing that much and therefore I was not worried either.  In fact I did get quite excited and temporarily insane after Florida and asked, why not just throw in IM Arizona into the mix too?!

Coach was smart enough to draw the line there.  This is why we have coaches.  Because 3 ironmans in 5 weeks was perfectly acceptable, but 4 of them was clearly stupid.  Duh!

biking

Really gorgeous bike course, wouldn't you say??

Well the wind was just as relentless on the last lap and I was still pushing a big gear like normal.  This would come back and bite me in the butt later…  I rolled into transition and ducked in and out of the change tent with a 57-second T2!  My friend Amy Kloner was one of the race announcers and I heard her yell that I was in 8th place.  No way!

Well, another pro woman, Michaela, sprinted by me right out of T2, so my 8th was quickly down to 9th, and I let her go as the pace was too quick for me so early into the run.  It was extremely humid and pretty warm, so I did my share of splashing water onto myself and stuffing my sports bra with ice.  If men were smart, they too would wear sports bras for these hot races.  Man-bras don’t count, they don’t have the elastic at the bottom to hold the ice in.

biking

skipping along, lap #1

I knew Amy K from when I was in grad school in Atlanta (2004-2006), and another of the ATL girls, April Gellatly, was also racing.  The three of us were all amateurs back then and both of them would kick my ass.  April and I were in the same age group and she would always win it.  Well, now all 3 of us are racing in the pro ranks.  I was trying to give April a run for her money as she had spanked me out of the swim but was only a couple spots ahead of me on the run.

The crowd support was phenomenal and I really felt like a celebrity.  A lot of them would yell for me by name “GO JOCELYN!” and I would always think they actually knew who I was, since I am so famous and all that, before realizing that I had my name on my bib number.  The First Mate did however have her hot pink sign that said “GO WONGSTAR!”  I loved it!!

running

hurting a little but still moving!

The first out-and-back lap (of three) went by quickly enough, I didn’t feel all that fresh and peppy but the crowd really helped.  Around mile 10 my stomach was starting to feel a bit off, and I tried to just suck it up and keep going, but my pace slowed… and slowed…and all I wanted to do was take a few steps to let it settle down.  But as soon as I started walking, my low back really tightened up and I could barely even walk!

Oh dear.  I’m thinking this was partly due to pushing too big of a gear on the bike into the wind.  I walked a bit, shuffled a bit, stopped to stretch out my back several times, took in some Coke, walked some more, shuffled a bit, stopped and stretched, and in the meantime got passed by masses and masses of age groupers who were on their first laps.  Things looked bleak and I was afraid I would have to walk it in.  All I could think of was getting to the special needs station at mile 13, the halfway point of the marathon.  I decided that my stomach was just not happy with the Gatorade in my Camelbak, so I really wanted to switch to the Wongstar magic mix, my Starbucks formula.  Once I got my new Camelbak on, I forced myself to shuffle.  No more walking.  Just run really slow.

I was actually pretty surprised that none of the pro women behind me caught me during my 3 miles of walking and stopping to stretch.  It must’ve been a tough day for most of us out there.  Yes, 3 age group women did pass me and truthfully I am surprised that more of them didn’t.

I shuffled my way back to complete my 2nd loop, and my back muscles were starting to feel looser at that point.  The crowds were very encouraging: this buoyed my spirits and I was able to start picking up my pace again.  I actually passed back Michaela, who had sprinted by in the first 10 meters of the marathon, so back into 8th place I went.  It was good to see Bella out there kicking ass as usual.  My old roommate Bean was suffering as well, but we were at least able to encourage each other on the course.

It was getting dark by the end of my last lap, and I was disappointed I would be breaking my streak of 5 daylight finishes in a row this year.  Still, a finish is a finish, and the caffeine kicked in enough during my last few miles that I was fighting off an age group woman who was right behind me and closing in.  Yes, she started 15mins behind me, but for all I knew, I thought she was a pro, and I wasn’t about to let her catch me!

finishing

into the finish chute!

I am always happy to finish an Ironman.  No matter how many I end up doing in a single year, each finish is still special to me.  I will always feel a huge sense of accomplishment no matter what my finish time is, and I will always have deep respect for this distance.

finishing

magic running sticks!

It turns out that my finish time was a 10:37, which kind of cracks me up at this point because a year ago I never would have thought a 10:37 would be considered a bad race for me.  And now it is…  I still managed to go 3:58 in the marathon while walking for 3 miles, which is ridiculous considering I just broke 4 hours for the first time this year, and that was when I ran the whole thing!  I couldn’t even break 11 hours in my July ironman, 4 months ago.

finishing

I'm always happy to cross the finish line... Best part of the whole day!

So am I disappointed with the race?  Yes and no.  Obviously I would have loved to do better.  But in perspective (and there’s lots of time for perspective when you procrastinate on your race report) did I ever think a year ago I could do 3 ironmans in 5 weeks?  at 9:55, 9:54, and 10:37?

I think a year ago I would hardly believe I could do just one of those.  Yes, even the 10:37 would’ve been astounding to me.  To go 10:37 with a sub-par bike and walking a few miles on the run tells me that I have improved tremendously this year.  Besides, I kind of went from breaking 12 hours in April to breaking 10 hours in October.  I skipped the breaking 11 hours part, so I had to go back and do that.  ;)

finishing

not a daylight finish but still my 3rd fastest ironman of the year!

Yep, out of the 6 ironmans I did this year, this last one was still the 3rd fastest!  After so much racing, I was relieved to be done and ready to go have some mojitos.  And what did I learn?  2 Ironmans 2 weeks apart I can do pretty well at both, but a 3rd one 3 weeks later may just be one too many…

whew baby

whew baby

It’s been just an astounding 2009 for me, and I am incredibly thankful to Brett & Alex and teamTBB for making this the year all my dreams have come true.  I am still learning the ups and downs of being a professional triathlete but am excessively happy with how my rookie year has gone.

I want to thank my parents and family for all of their support, and also my wonderful teammates, friends, fans, blog readers, and last but not least, my lovely sponsors, for making it all possible.  Without you I am not a triathlon superstar!

Muchas gracias to the Bike Boutique, Cervelo, Avia, Mark Cathcart, Jeju Island, BlueSeventy, Oval Concepts, ISM Saddles, Scody, SLS3 and Yogavive apple chips!

Have a Merry Christmas or as they say in Cozumel, Feliz Navidad!

post-race IM Cozy…never give up!

Monday, November 30th, 2009
currently hanging out in fetal position with the signs that 1st Mate made for me!

currently hanging out in fetal position with the signs that 1st Mate made for me!

hola mis amigos.  I’m hurting.  That race was tough.  Really big wind on the bike and I think I pushed too big of a gear into the wind as my low back seized up at mile 10 of the run.

It was one of those ironmans were you die and then somehow come back to life.  I walked for 3 miles, stopping to bend over and stretch out my back (it looked like I was trying to fart) then got to special needs and started sipping my Starbucks mocha frappuccino.  Really thought I would have to walk it in…damn that’s a long way to walk.  I forced myself to shuffle and I think the caffeine kicked in.  Got a second wind and somehow picked it up again.  Didn’t want to give up my top 10 placing…surprised no one caught me when I was walking and that I still ran up to 7th pro.  Not sure that’s correct, but I’ll take it.

all things considered, I’m happy with the race and proud that I ended up salvaging it.  3 ironmans in 5 weeks is pretty tough and I am relieved to take a break from racing and traveling.  A year ago I would’ve been over the moon to go 10:37 in an Ironman with a sub-5:30 bike and sub-4:00 marathon.  Funny how much has changed in just one year!!

We’re here in Cozumel until Thursday morning so looking forward to chilling out and having some fun.  First Mate took a bunch of video so I’ll post those up this week.  I really hope they don’t enforce the 10% of 2nd place rule because 7th place is supposed to get $875…  and I didn’t go fast enough.  Or Bella went too fast.  ;)

Thanks everybody for all your support.  I really had to dig deep today.

Hola amigos! Me gusta fajitas y tacos! …y ironman tambien!

Sunday, November 29th, 2009

Hola from Cozumel!  It’s my first time in Mexico and I am traveling with one of my best friends, Christine aka Soda aka First Mate, who has come to be my sherpa for the race and wing girl for the many festivities that will follow the race tomorrow.  We’re staying in a nice place right in town, Bahia Suites, just a couple blocks from the finish line.

Me gusta!

Me gusta!

Only $55/night for 2 big beds and a kitchenette, our own balcony with a great view, plus FREE CONTINENTAL BREAKFAST EVERY MORNING!  Ok, so what if the great view is of Pizza Hut (the building is actually right across the street from the ocean, but the ocean view rooms cost a tad more) and sometimes the toilet needs 3 flushes to help a #2 go down, but did I mention the free breakfast and kitchenette for Motel 6 prices??? There is free wifi too! (On a side note, isn’t it funny how the really expensive hotels make you pay high rates for wifi?  It’s like since you are rich and can stay at a nice hotel, you obviously must have enough money to pay extra for wifi.)

First Mate with her Choco Zucaritas = chocolate Frosted Flakes!

First Mate with her "Choco Zucaritas" = chocolate Frosted Flakes!

I really love Mexican food!  I’ve been having fish tacos and fish fajitas.  Every place you eat at you get chips and salsa before your real meal!  It’s like going to Chevy’s for every meal :D

Me gusta!

Me gusta!

Today I checked in the bike and it’s great…the pros get ITU-style bike stands!

They put me right in between Mrs. Bayliss and Ms. Van Vlerken, because my future PR will be right in between theirs.

They put me right in between Mrs. Bayliss and Ms. Van Vlerken, because my future PR will be right in between theirs.

For my birthday I got some special gifts from Dave at ISM saddles and Andrew at Beaker Concepts: a brand new white Adamo saddle–the American flag version, and a beautiful white Hydrotail!  I also got a new pair of Avi-Rhythms from Avia, the last pair was pretty much finished after 2 months of training in Korea and 2 ironman races in them!

Thanks ISM & Beaker! Ridiculously comfortable AND good looking!

Thanks ISM & Beaker! Ridiculously comfortable AND good looking!

So now that I’m getting to be such a big superstar (despite the wanker on Slowtwitch who keeps saying I am not) I have to remember to keep some concealer on me when I go to bike check in. Why? Because you never know when the ESPN guys are going to drag you over to get interviewed on camera.  I totally have a zit scab on my nose and now it’s going to make its debut on international television…! Augh!  (I know this is very hard to believe, but yes…superstars are like real people, we get zits sometimes too.) They still totally loved me and said I have a very infectious smile.  Let’s hope the viewers notice the smile and not the zit scab.  *cringe*

I am a shark!

I am a shark!

I’m excited to attack the 1-loop swim because it’s supposed to be like swimming in a tropical fish tank.  Since we got in late Friday night (couldn’t miss the pumpkin pie at Thanksgiving dinner), I didn’t swim the course or bike the course or run the course, but I’m really not worried.  I am just going to pretend I am in the Finding Nemo movie…like THE SHARK in the Finding Nemo movie!  There was a shark, right?  Yeah, that’s me.

windy like Jeju island!

windy like Jeju island!

The bike is going to be windy and that’s exactly how Jeju was–super windy on a little tropical island.  Perfect.  It’s not as hot and humid as I would like but I’m sure once it’s marathon time everyone else will still think it is hotter and more humid than I do.  ;)

I’m really looking forward to racing Ironman #6 for the year and Ironman #3 in a five-week span.  GreatMan and IM Florida were obviously just big training days to get me fit for this one.  You can track me online starting tomorrow at 6:45am Texas time (4:45am California time) at www.ironman.com.  Soy numero veinte (#20).  First Mate will also hijack my Twitter account, twitter.com/theWongstar, but no promises on how up-to-date those updates will be–even though we have free wifi in our sweet hotel suite, our cell phones are still on the international roaming plan!!

#20, thats how old I was when I did my first Ironman.  has it really been 8 years?!?!

#20, that's how old I was when I did my first Ironman. has it really been 8 years?!?!

Me encanta Ironman!  Muchas gracias amigos!

The Wongstar’s American Debut! IMFL Race Report

Friday, November 20th, 2009

As I left Florida, Hurricane Ida was heading towards the Gulf coast right to PCB.  Two mornings after the race I stood on the 20th floor balcony watching the sizeable waves in the water and was really happy I didn’t have to swim  in those conditions!  That said, the swim on race morning was supposedly a bit choppier than normal due to this hurricane heading here.  If I had known that, maybe I wouldn’t have freaked out so much over how slow I was swimming?

P is for pro!

P is for pro!

So I had a few benchmark time goals for my American pro debut at Ironman Florida.  I wanted to go under 10:13 for sure.  That’s the IMFL course record of the ex-boyfriend who once told me I was too fat to be a pro triathlete.  10:01 was when the sun set.  I had finished in the daylight at all my ironmans this year and didn’t want to break the streak.  (This is also the first year I have ever finished in the daylight.)  Sub-10 again would be sweet.  And anything under 9:55 would be a PR!

As for what place I wanted, top 10 seemed attainable.  Top 8 got prize money.  Top 5 gets on the TV coverage (unless you are the human interest story like I was in China).  And top 3, well that’s a podium.  But I’ve been told I’m not allowed to even think about prize money until I can swim under an hour.  So top 10 it was.

Ok let’s begin the race report.

the girls are in hot pink except Bella in purple!

the girls are in hot pink except Bella in purple!

I stood on the beach with the other pros for my first pro swim start.  I think there were 50-60 of us.  Bella grabbed my hand and gave me The Look.  She didn’t say anything but I knew exactly what she was saying…we are fit, we are strong, and we are ready for battle!  No use wishing good luck because we don’t need luck when we have worked so hard in training.

I lined up in the back and figured I am not the only bad swimmer in the pro ranks, there will be other girls I can swim with.  The gun went off and the faster pros took off immediately…there were two other women in hot pink caps right by me and I was pretty excited I had other people to swim with.  As we got further out, the water was choppier, very up and down like a mini roller coaster and many times I couldn’t see where the buoys were over the top of the waves.  Heading back in on the first loop, I realized the woman leading our group was not great at sighting and was swimming a lot of extra distance, and we were also going too slow and comfortable for my liking.  Coach said I should never hold back on the swim and it was not a good sign that I wasn’t going very hard.  I tried to break out on my own which I did for about 10 minutes, but the two women worked together and caught back up to me.

Then the age groupers descended upon us.  We got out onto the sand after the first lap and I saw the clock say 37 minutes.  This was when I started mentally flipping out.  WTF was I doing??  How could I be swimming so slow?!?

at least I can go fast when my feet touch land...aha...

at least I can go fast when my feet touch land...aha...

Now if I had kept my cool, the proper thing to do was to regroup and think “fantastic now I have all these age groupers who are going to pull me through the second lap.”  However, I did not keep my cool.  They kept going by and going by and I am pretty sure I was passed by at least a couple hundred of age groupers during the second lap.  I was really losing it mentally–imagine being a so-called pro and seeing firsthand hundreds of age groupers who can swim so much faster than you?  It wasn’t that easy to latch onto their feet because with my 10-minute head start, the swimmers catching me after half of the swim would be the ones that could swim 20 minutes or more faster.

And I was extremely disturbed by this.

The mental meltdown lasted through that second loop, as I battled the choppy water and got smacked by the age group swimmers kicking my ass.  The clock read 1:18 as I finally made it out of the swim and I couldn’t believe my second lap took over 40 minutes.

Wongstar was PISSED.

Wongstar was PISSED.

Luckily the warrior in my body knew what to do even if the warrior in my head went on a breakfast break (probably to Waffle House).  I sped through transition, fighting back tears, sprinting along the carpeted parking lot through the change tent, and dodging the age groupers.  I saw and heard sherpa Amy and the DeFilippises (DeFilippi?) cheering for me.  I could manage a weak smile but I think the expression on my face had “FML” written all over it.  (Come to think of it, “IMFL” is almost but not quite “FML”.)  The only (very minor) consolation was that I actually beat one other pro out of the water…  The volunteers in the change tent who dumped out my bag were slightly alarmed, asking “Where are your bike shoes?!”  I had to laugh because clearly I had swam so slow that nobody else around me had their bike shoes clipped onto their pedals…

if you swim slow, you should learn to transition really really fast.

if you swim slow, you should learn to transition really really fast.

look at that ripped forearm!  it should be swimming way faster!

look at that ripped forearm! it should be swimming way faster!

I got out onto the bike and began passing the hoards of age groupers that had outswam me.  Pretty early into the ride a group of 3 men passed me while quite obviously drafting.  I yelled at them “10 meters guys!” and one of them yelled back “it’s 7 meters!”  Oh that’s right.  The age groupers have different drafting rules.  And they don’t actually know what 7 meters looks like.  The last time I checked, there is quite a big difference between 7 inches and 7 meters.  Then again most men think 7 inches is a lot bigger than it really is.  ;)

I would soon find that this little pack of 3 was nothing compared to the huge pelotons and packs of 20+ riders on their $550 Saturday morning group ride along the Ironman Florida course.

Now I am under no delusion that IM Florida is a fair bike course and that I would be able to ride 5 hours flat completely on my own (YET).  But I will say two things:  I am very against cheating and am scared to death of getting any drafting penalties.  That said I will say two more things:  I studied all the drafting rules very carefully and there is a definite advantage to legally drafting 10 or more meters behind someone else.  This is an even bigger advantage when you are 10 meters behind a giant pack of age groupers who don’t follow the rules as well as you do.

So if I got passed, I would drop back my 10 meters.  If they then slowed down, I would wait the 10 seconds before I could re-pass.  If there was a big group I was trying to overtake I would pass all of them and look for an opening bigger than 10 meters to get back into.  Once I started to pass someone I had to complete the pass even if they decided to pick up the pace when they saw me passing.  (I wasn’t afraid to yell “Let me pass!” if a guy started doing this.)  And I stayed to the right when I was not passing so I wasn’t blocking the road.

fastest training wheelset maybe in the whole race!

Back in Subic, Coco told me I have bike legs and that I must set them free!

Now the frustrating part is when hardly anyone else follows the rules.  I had another almost-cry moment when only 90mins into the ride, a rather large and disorganized pack of riders swallowed me up.  I dropped back 10 meters. They then slowed down and the ones in the back would actually sit up and eat. Riders kept invading my 10-meter space so my options were to either keep dropping back 10 meters or HTFU and pass the whole pack.  I had not planned on biking so hard so early in the race, and the problem was that most of these age groupers were probably going too hard the first 2 hours of the bike.

Well off I went.  I would charge really hard and get to the front, and try to keep charging, but someone would jump on my wheel and I would inevitably get swallowed up.  Then I would drop back the 10 meters…recover from the effort…and try again.  This happened over and over again.  I yelled “this is bullsh!t!” quite a few times and one guy said “It wouldn’t be a problem if you were riding faster.”  No actually it wouldn’t be a problem if I were swimming faster!  His comment flipped a switch in me and I thought to myself, “this is your own damn fault for swimming so damn slow, so just HTFU, bike your a$$ off, and get out of this trainwreck!”

The last straw came when I was riding to the right of a pack going by.  All the disc wheels and aero helmets in the world cannot buy you bike handling skills and one guy swerved for no apparent reason.  He managed to save himself, but not before causing another guy to swerve into two others and I heard some crashing behind me as I surged away.  I felt a bit heartless but I did not want to be anywhere near crash-prone riders who disregard the drafting rules.  It was dangerous in there!

I ran out of action shots, so here is me modeling my new $12 Walmart jeans with Blue Steel.

I ran out of action shots, so here is me modeling my new $12 Walmart jeans with Blue Steel.

I would find later into the ride that as you moved up the field, the packs were more much more organized into these nice neat pacelines rather than big messy packs.  It was almost beautiful… if it weren’t for the fact that it was CHEATING!!!

I went through the first 60k in 1:44 and was pleased to be on pace to break 5:15.  It was windy heading out and I couldn’t wait to hit the tailwind sections.  Finally after 2 to 3 hours into the ride I was able to fight my way through some big packs and the road was clearing up.  I kept moving up through the field and catching small groups here and there.  Obviously if I could catch them, it meant I was going faster and I should be able to pass them.  Of course there were always some guys who didn’t like being passed and passed right back, so I would drop back 10m and spend 20-30 seconds behind them sipping Gatorade or eat Hello Panda cookies before I was allowed to pass him again.

I was very happy to hit halfway because now I could bump up the effort as planned, and there was a nice tailwind too.  I threw the bike into my biggest gear and mashed my way past guys that were getting tired and really made up some good time.  After the swim I had felt like I should give my pro card back to the federation, but during the second half of the bike I was feeling strong and decided to take back my pro card and OWN IT.  I really freaked out one guy while passing him at 29mph…sorry!!  I raced bikes in college so I thought I had given him plenty of room, but I forget that many triathletes are not so comfortable riding close together…

Somehow getting myself out of the packs put me back into the fighting mindset.  I told myself I couldn’t stop fighting even if I had a bad swim.  Bella once told me she had a really bad swim and still won the race.  So stay positive, Wongstar!!  I was surprised to hit the 90-mile mark at 4:04 and thought all I had to do was average 22mph this last hour and I would go 5:04!  I put my head down and really hammered this last hour, almost vomit-level, breathing rather audibly, biking like I didn’t have to run a marathon afterwards.  I actually caught a couple pro women and thought hmm…maybe I’m not doing so bad after all.  There was a tailwind for most of the way back until the final turn onto the shore road, so I was really able to pick up the speed, and then battled it out with the headwind for the final stretch.  I was pretty shocked that I rolled into T2 just as my bike computer clicked from 4:59 to 5:00.  But more than anything my legs felt completely shot from killing it on the second half of the ride.  As I handed off the bike to a volunteer and stumbled through transition I wasn’t sure if I could actually run.

Oh but the legs can always run!  I was happy to see Amy and Scott’s family yelling for me and taking pictures as I headed out on the marathon with my Camelbak.  Jimmy yelled something about the Wongstar being mentioned on the Ironman.com live updates.  He was really excited.  I was excited to be out running!  Maybe too excited, the first mile was just under 7 minutes. Oops.

I totally chicked him.

I totally chicked him.

Like a good nerd, I had been doing math in my head and figured if I was 20+ minutes behind the leaders out of the swim, but didn’t lose much time on the bike, that still put me over 7 miles back.  UGH.  By then I figured there would be no way I could go top 10, so I just did not stress myself out about the competition.  I was able to make up enough time on the bike that I would definitely go under 10:13 (my “only goal” after the disastrous swim) and then my new “only goal” after the bike was to finish before it got dark–right at 10 hours.  Heck, let’s make it sub-10 now.

and him too.

and him too.

I just kept turning the legs over and stayed pretty focused.  The first two miles were packed with spectators; the rest of the course, not so much.  I didn’t really see the lead women until about mile 5.  I was too tired to do math in my head but by then I was more concerned with my own race than the competition.  I assumed top 10 was out of reach so just focused on getting in a fast marathon!  When I can put together a faster swim then I will worry more about the other women.  The funny thing is that I haven’t done an Ironman with mile markers in over 3 or 4 years, so it was almost weird to keep mile splits on my watch.  I knew 8:06 was 3:30 pace, and I was clicking away at about 7:45’s the first lap.

Wongstar + Camelbak = more hydrated than YOU

Wongstar + Camelbak = more hydrated than YOU

I saw the 2nd pro woman with her lead bike suddenly stop and start walking. I raised an eyebrow.  Did she think it was really hot?  I hoped so.  Now that’s funny.  Heck maybe everyone thinks it’s really hot!  Because I certainly didn’t think it was.  There were definitely warmer areas on the run course and I would splash a cup of water on my chest at some of the aid stations in these hot spots, but otherwise I thought the temperature was pretty mild.  I saw Bella chasing down the lead girls and yelled for her, it was really great to see her out there!  We had only raced Embrunman together this year but she was way ahead of me and I never saw her there.  She has been a really great mentor to me this season and so seeing her helped keep me motivated during the marathon!

Ill be running as fast as Bella one day!

I'll be running as fast as Bella one day!

When I hit halfway at about 1:41 (!!!), in absolutely broad daylight, my watch said 8:08 total time and for whatever reason I got super emotional.  I think at that point I knew I was capable of breaking 10 hours again for the 2nd time in 2 weeks, even if I limped the second lap in at 1:52.  Even though I didn’t realize it then, maybe my body remembered how awful I felt at this same point in this race 6 years ago, when it was completely pitch dark and I was walking and wanted to quit…and a total “crybaby” as my Mom likes to remind me.

But wait, stop now Wongstar.  Keep the emotions in check.  It’s Ironman and anything can happen!  You are not done yet!  I pulled myself together and saw sherpa Amy at Special Needs.  Yay!  Big smile, halfway done with the run!  She was doing live updates on Twitter for me and taking pictures.  Such a great sherpa!  She gave me a boost as well because you can never have a bad race if your friend flies all the way from California to Florida to be your sherpa!  I swapped out the Camelbaks and the volunteer who helped me remarked “COOL!” and off I went, now fueled by Starbucks!!

The second lap really hurt and I just took it mile by mile.  I kept telling myself all I needed to do was hold 8-minute miles..c’mon…you can do 7-minute miles in training!  8 minutes is pedestrian!  I got a really nice surprise when I hit the state park at the turnaround and saw my friend Kristen for the first time in over 5 years!!  We went to college together and were the only two girls on the Claremont Colleges cycling team.  She is now getting her Ph.D. at the University of Florida in Gainesville and drove 5 hours just to see me race.  We were very close in college and she was actually supposed to come to my first Ironman when I was 19 years old.  I never actually made it to that starting line so her first time seeing me race a triathlon would be 8 years later as a pro triathlete!

archived photo of college cycling days circa 2001 (damn!)

archived photo of college cycling days circa 2001 (!!!)

Throughout the race there were also people racing who read my blog. Thanks for even more motivational boosts!  One guy said “I read your blog, you inspire me!”  Well certainly I couldn’t race bad with so many people rooting for me.  I had the visual in my head of people following me on the internet at home and everyone letting out a big groan when they saw my swim split.  I know, atrocious!  The only way to make up for it would be a solid bike and solid run!

I really struggled the last few miles to keep the pace going.  There wasn’t a single BONK moment, it just seemed that my legs were slowly slowing down. Just yesterday my friend Soda asked me what I think about when I race. Honestly by the end here, my mind was pretty much blanked out and all I could think was keep going, almost there, just get to the finish line, don’t stop moving, don’t slow down!

Even when I saw the mile 25 sign, my legs felt dead.  Although the smile on my face did come back, I really could not get the legs to move any faster until I saw the finish line.

even though its blurry you can see the Cheshire Cat smile!

even though it's blurry you can see the Cheshire Cat smile!

Wow…so I slowed down a bit–my second half marathon clocked in at 1:46 (actually the same as my second half at GreatMan), but that’s still a new marathon PR at 3:27 and my first time running under 3.5 hours in an Ironman! It’s also an overall PR by a minute at 9:54!

YEAH!  7 minutes before sunset!

YEAH! 7 minutes before sunset!

Best day ever, part 7 (? I lost count for this year)!!  I was pretty ecstatic to go under 10 hours again, and PR nonetheless!  It was an incredible feeling and I couldn’t stop smiling.  I really had no idea what place I got until after I finished and got a massage.  (Wow when you finish fast there’s no line for a massage!) I grabbed some pizza and saw sherpa Amy, the DeFilippi, and Kristen.  That’s when I found out I got 10th place.  Best day ever got better!  I can’t believe I got 10th with such a bad swim. But I won’t complain.  And I will hold onto my pro card.  I just have to redeem myself at the next one (10 days from now in Cozumel).

I want to thank everyone who made my race in Florida possible!

  • Mark Cathcart, my travel sponsor, for the flight to Florida
  • Scottie’s family for adopting me as one of their own for the week
Thanks Mr. & Mrs. D and Heather & Jimmy for adopting me for the weekend!  poor Scottie looks dead and sunburnt.

Thanks Mr. & Mrs. D and Heather & Jimmy for adopting me for the weekend! poor Scottie looks dead and sunburnt.

  • Amy and Kristen who flew and drove long distances just to watch me race!
thanks for everything sherpa Amy!!!

thanks for everything sherpa Amy!!!

thanks Kristen!!!

thanks Kristen!!!

  • The Bike Boutique & teamTBB: Especially Brett & Alex for guiding me and believing in me, and Bella for helping me get a race entry and giving me special encouragement!
fastest training wheels on the entire pro rack.  and the entire race?!

fastest training wheels on the entire pro rack. and the entire race?!

  • all our team sponsors, including Cervelo, Avia, BlueSeventy, Jeju, Oval, Scody, and ISM
  • I have also been meaning to thank my friend Amit AKA “the Amitinator” from Austin, who donated some frequent flier miles to help me get home from Korea.  Obviously I couldn’t have raced Florida if I was stuck in Korea!
  • Thanks to my family and friends for being so supportive, especially Mom & Pop Wongstar
  • Thanks to Mike, Robert, and George of the Gulf Winds Tri Club in Tallahassee and also Ryan from Naples who helped give me rides between the Tallahassee airport and PCB!  Southern hospitality at its finest :)
  • and of course, thanks to all my fans!  An Asian Triathlon Superstar without any fans is merely…an Asian triathlete.  Or something.

One last adventure in Cozumel and then we can all celebrate the end of the 2009 season!  Mojitos for everyone!  Best year of my life!  ;)

IMFL 2003 vs. 2009

Friday, November 13th, 2009

A lot can change in six years.

1:23:52 vs. 1:18:44

1:23:52 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 1:18:44

ok the swim hasn’t changed much.  But I sure am a lot angrier about being a bad swimmer.

6:12:05      5:00:24

6:12:05 >>>>>>>>> 5:00:24

still racing on training wheels, but now I have those cool socks, big girl aero bars, and actually stay in the aero positon!  Pretty cool to take 72mins off my bike split!

6:03:00      3:27:01

6:03:00 >>>>>>>>>>>>> 3:27:01

I almost halved my marathon time too!  I think I walked half of it last time.  This time I ran every step of the way, and I didn’t even stop at the aid stations.  Thank you Camelbak!

I didnt really go 9:44 (but I will soon); I had a 10-min head start.

I actually went 9:54:27 with my 10-min head start.

I still have a super cheesy smile when I finish.

but I took nearly 4 hours off my IMFL time!  how cool is that!

no one is happier than I am!

no one is happier than I am!

There’s a race report coming, don’t you worry.

top 10 under 10 at Ironman #10

Monday, November 9th, 2009
running my way up to top 10!

shuffling my way up to top 10!

It’s the day after Ironman Florida and I am just checking in!  I’ll write up a proper race report on the flight back home tomorrow if I am not passed out in my seat.

It was my 10th ironman-distance race, can you believe it??  And the 5th one for this year!  I am now in the double digits and starting to lose count.  :)  I wanted to get top 10 and break 10 hours again to show that my 9:55 at GreatMan wasn’t a fluke.

It was also my first pro race here at home in the USA and the biggest pro race I have ever done (21 pro women on the start list).  My swim was atrocious at 1:18 and it put me in a VERY VERY DARK PLACE mentally.  I felt like I should give back my pro card and wanted to quit the pro triathlon life, go back to being “normal” and starting looking for a full-time job where I don’t have to be poor all the time.  I thought “isn’t it enough to win two ironman-distance races in Korea and break 10 hours?  You’ve already done everything you ever dreamed of in triathlon.  You can retire now.”

But as I am learning the more I do these ironman things, you are always going to have those mental lows.  Some races you sink deeper into the dark place than others.  Not surprisingly, my dark place usually finds me during or right after the swim.  Other people go into that dark place during the bike or the marathon.  So much of ironman racing is mental and I am finding that your overall performance is not a matter of whether you go into the dark place or not (that’s a given and should be expected) but getting yourself out of that place, and not letting it suck you in and ruin your whole race.

Somehow I managed to HTFU mentally and fight my way through all those stupid age group packs on the bike, run hard after trashing my legs on the bike and salvage my race.  I didn’t know what place I got until after I finished the race!  I was overjoyed to go 9:54 and very surprised that I had fought my way up to 10th place.

I told myself over and over “Never stop fighting.”  My very painful marathon was a new PR at 3:27 (first time under 3:30) and my bike split was a very fast 5:00 but more about that later in my RR…

Thanks everybody who has been following me.  I got a lot of “Go Wongstar!” cheers from people I haven’t met who were either watching the race or racing with me.  It was really helpful because I was definitely hurting the whole way through that marathon!  Don’t let that smile fool you.

GreatMan Part 2, the Sub-10 Race Report

Saturday, November 7th, 2009

{okay I promised to get this up before the next Ironman, which is tomorrow, although I don’t have my awesome race photos yet so it is a lot of text.  I am trying not to get too nervous for tomorrow so going through my last race is good, because I figure all I have to do is the same thing I did in Korea and I’ll be fine!  Enjoy.}

when I win this race outright, theyll change the name to GreatWoman

when I win this race outright, they'll change the name to "GreatWoman"

Going into race morning, there were many people surprised that I would race Ironman Florida just 2 weeks later.  Well, I had always thought of GreatMan as a dress rehearsal for Ironman Florida, a nice long training day where I could practice my race nutrition and pacing, and hopefully get paid for it too!

The swim was in the ocean but on a protected beach from the big waves–I was pretty excited because it was nothing like Jungmun Beach in Jeju!  Meaning it was totally flat!  Yeah!!  I started my watch over a minute early because the countdown was in Korean, and ended up swimming in the FIRST PACK with 3 or 4 other guys.  There were a couple guys that had broken away early and swam solo but I am pretty sure I was in the first pack.  After the first lap we ran out on the beach and my watch read 34mins, which was really 33mins…okay, not bad.  I wanted to repeat the 1:05 swim I had at Embrunman, and had to remind myself to swim hard, it wasn’t going to just be given to me on a silver platter.

My arms got tired on the second lap and I would lose contact with the pack sometimes, then sprint to bridge the gap.  Not very efficient, I know…  But I ended up staying with them and when we got out of the water, my watch clicked to a 1:09, and I was disappointed, but then again I knew I actually swam 1:07, only a couple minutes slower than I wanted.  Still it is my second fastest swim ever and much, much faster than all those 1:20 to 1:30 ironman swims I have done!!

When I got to the bike racks, I was kind of giddy because out of the 11 pro bikes on the rack, there were still at least 5 of them.  Yes, for once I was not the last pro out of the water!!  The RD yelled that I was in the top 10 overall.  Excellent!  The weather was pretty cool too and I had contemplated arm warmers…but then I figured if I was going hard enough I would warm up quick.

The bike course was about 20% hilly and 80% flat (like a good nerd, I did some math in my head while riding: a little over 10mins of some rolling hills over one lap, which took a little over 50mins).  The main hill was a 1km climb at the beginning of each lap, or about 140 pedal strokes, I counted them by 10’s.

For the 80% flat parts I just put Blue Steel into my biggest gear and mashed the heck out of my pedals.  After the race one of the Korean guys asked me why I pushed such a big gear.  Considering that I probably outbiked everyone but Mr. Oh and Ryan, I told him “Because I am strong and it makes the bike go fast.”

There were six laps of the bike, which some of the guys had said was kind of boring.  But I beg to differ…I find that if I am focused and going hard, I do not get bored.  It’s not like you are there to admire the scenery (that’s for before and after the race, see the mural photos).  I find if you are getting bored, it means you are losing your focus and you need to HTFU.  To keep it interesting, there were many turns on the bike loop, including a few sharp turns and a U-turn.  On the sharper turns I took the opportunity to get out of my saddle and pedal hard for 15 pedal strokes coming out of the turn to stretch out my legs.

we went by this power plant 6x, very exciting.

we went by this power plant 6x, very exciting.

My goal was to definitely go under 5:30 for the first time (my bike split PR is 5:35 from Ironman China), and of course there was “5:15″ in the back of my mind, the magic number that Coach once told me was a bike split worthy of race wheels.  Ahh yes, RD HyunSik and some of the other pro men were baffled that I was a pro and did not have race wheels.  I had to explain that Coach thinks it is more important to get your legs stronger to go faster instead of relying on the equipment to make you go faster.

At end of lap 3 (halfway), my watch read 2:36:30–definitely on pace to go 5:15!

Apparently Ryan saw a line of 10 or so guys sitting on my wheel and though we were “working together,” which makes me laugh and laugh and laugh, because I wasn’t aware there were so many of them back there.  Nobody attempted to pass me because they weren’t strong enough to!  They just sat there for a free ride and I tried to pretend nobody was there, although I would hear some of them laughing every now and then as I was putting my head down and hammering.  More than once I thought, these boys should get their balls cut off because they should NOT be drafting A GIRL!!

I also thought “I am Tereza Macel!  super biker!  hear me roar!  RAWR!!”  She is my biking hero.  :)

I started passing a pro guy here and there during the 2nd half of the bike, which really surprised me.  Like many age groupers, they were decked out in their fancy race wheels and aero helmets; Ryan had said some of these guys had gone in the low-9’s at ironman, which is pretty good for a Korean boy.  The first one I passed, I thought “ok, he’s kind of weak sauce.”  Then there was another.  Then after the 4th or 5th one, I was wondering what was wrong with them.  I guess they weren’t eating their Hello Panda cookies.  And that was when I knew I was riding well.  Clearly if I can pass the Korean pro men and their carbon fiber deep race wheels with my magical $120 wheelset…well, maybe I am doing something right.

there was a very fast & pretty stretch of painted murals on the seawall.  the E-H means Taean

there was a very fast & pretty stretch of painted murals on the seawall. the "E-H" is the "Tae" in "Taean." I'm serious!

There was one age group guy sucking my wheel for the whole 5th lap, and I couldn’t shake him until we hit the hill at the beginning of the 6th lap.  He finally tried to pass and then blew up halfway up the hill…bye bye!  I actually sped up quite a bit the 2nd half of the bike–lap 5 was probably the quickest as I was trying to outbike the lame drafter.

The bike aid stations weren’t the most…organized or efficient.  Small race.  They were giving out fluids in DIXIE CUPS.  So I actually stopped at the ends of laps 2 and 4 to get them to refill my aero bottle and bike bottle with Gatorade.  I would yell “Gatorade!” and they would hold out a Dixie cup, then I would say “no, MORE!”  and they would say “Mool?” which means water, and then reach for the water instead, then…  you get the idea.

I went through a bike bottle per lap which seemed enough given that it was very mild weather-wise.  I hit the dismount line in 5:09 so I most definitely negative split the bike…2:36/2:33.  Excellent.  I am most proud that I was able to do this on a race where I had no opportunities to draft, legally 10+ meters or what, and without race wheels or an aero helmet.  bwahaha.

I got into T2 and quickly pulled on my Avias and Camelbak #1.  I wasn’t quite sure where T2 ended and the marathon began, and after the race found out that my 3:33 marathon split actually included the transition time.  So I went 3:30 or 3:31!  New run PR :)

My lead biker was one of the women on staff who was also an Ironwoman herself and had gone to Kona several times.  She was biking waaay too fast that first stretch but gave me an orange beacon to follow.  We ran from the beach area to the start of the run lap, in the middle of nowhere surrounded by fields.  It was a very desolate 4-lap run…especially that first lap, there was maybe only 5 of us on the run course at that point but I saw nobody except my lead biker.  The run lap was extremely flat but the hardest part was how empty and barren it was…I find marathons with many spectators and fan support to be the easiest to get through.  They cheer for me, it makes me smile, they love that I smile and cheer more, I smile more, etc etc.  This marathon?  I had a very focused serious face most of the way.

The lead biker only stayed around for the first lap (she later rejoined me after the last lap back to the finish line).  At the end of the first lap, I saw Ryan right before the U-turn, and he looked like death, telling me I was right about to catch him.  But before I could do this, he somehow got a huge second wind and came back to life!  It took me quite a while to catch him–I was thinking, “wow, he’s putting up a really good fight!!”  We had been talking smack before the race about whether he would get chicked or not–he had just done Kona 2 weeks before.  I was a little hungry so I grabbed a chocolate cookie at one of the aid stations and it had marshmallows in it too!

There were no kilometer markers at all on the run, and I wasn’t sure how long each lap was, or how long the section from the transition area to the start of the lap was.  I miscalculated, trying to do math in my head, then figured I would just have to see what time I hit when I finished 2 of the 4 run laps = halfway done.  I hit it at right about 1:45.  Perfect.  Now just hold on!

“Special food” was what they called the special needs station.  I swapped out my Camelbaks and #2 had been frozen with my special iced coffee mix.  It tasted really good but I realized during my fourth and final lap that freezing the second Camelbak actually backfired as it was still half frozen!  I had to stop for Coke a couple times on the last lap but otherwise ran through the aid stations.  The second half of the run was very difficult mentally and I had to dig deep to keep the pace going.  I never lost the desire to go as fast as I could but I had to convince my tiring legs to keep going.

I stayed motivated by picking off guys that I was lapping.  Some of them put in good fights which was nice because it really pushed me.  I also thought of my teammates quite a bit.  Bella, who was once my “lead biker” during the last interval at a big track session.  Coco, who had told me that you are either born a winner, or you weren’t.  And that I was born with the mind of a champion, even if I didn’t necessarily have the talent.  I thought “I am a teamTBB ironchick.  We are tough, we are fast, we never give up.  We are warriors.  And there is no reason I cannot break 10 hours today when some of them can break NINE.”

I tried not to jump ahead and think about breaking 10 hours too much but I knew that it was a possibility.  When I left T2 my watch said something like 6:24, and I had thought “ok…all you have to do is a 3:30.  You did that at Embrunman.  You did a 3:15 solo marathon.  You are fitter now than you were in France.  You can do this.”

I thought about all the marathons I have done this year.  Before the race I had actually tallied them up, because Coach had always told me I run more marathons than anybody I race against.  Since March I have done 12, whether they were in an ironman race, a monster run, or a track marathon.  GreatMan would be marathon #13.  So what was this marathon anyway?  Just another long run.  And I always feel stronger during the second half of the marathon.

After 4 run laps, my lead biker joined back with me to take me to the finish line.  She said there was only 3k to go, which I found very hard to believe.  So I didn’t believe her.  Then the RD HyungSik came by on a scooter and started yelling “You did it!  You did it!”  I wasn’t done yet, so I yelled “Not yet!  I still need to finish!”  It was the longest “3k to go” of my life, and the finish was rather anti-climactic.  My watch read “9:55″ and I didn’t quite believe it.  My second half marathon was only a minute slower than the first half.  There was hardly any one at the finish line, and the photographers actually made me run through it a second time because they didn’t get the finish photos!  That was when I learned only one person had beat me–Oh Young Hwan, who won the men’s pro race.

winner winner chicken dinner!  Mr. Oh Young Hwan & Wongstar

winner winner chicken dinner! Mr. Oh Young Hwan & Wongstar

I won a 10kg (22-lb) bag of rice too.  Which I gave to the nice little old lady who owned the hotel because I’m pretty sure I’d get charged for excess baggage on that one.

only in Korea can you win a big bag of rice.

only in Korea can you win a big bag of rice.

And a nice block of glass that says “women’s pro champion” in Korean!

or maybe its crystal?

or maybe it's crystal?

Ok it’s showtime again!  Another fast ironman tomorrow, stay tuned!

GreatMan Race Report, Part 1: Pre-Race

Monday, October 26th, 2009

as I begin to write this it is midnight after the ironman here in Taean.  (Which FYI is pronounced “Tay-on” not “Tie-Anne,” good to know if you are trying to figure out which bus to take and the Koreans don’t understand where you want to go because you pronounce things wrong…)  I am hyped up on all the caffeine from Camelbak #2, the excitement of my first sub-10 ironman/MASSIVE PR and of course kind of hungry, so I can’t sleep.  I figure I might as well start writing my race report…

Where to begin?  Well as you know I stayed in Korea for almost an extra month when I found out the GreatMan race was postponed rather than cancelled completely for this year.  The last couple weeks of training by myself were very solid even if I had some trouble getting out the door sometimes.  The weather had gotten colder (windier too actually) so much that I needed to wear my vest and arm warmers that I didn’t think I would need after leaving Swiss camp.  And the teammates and Coach were all gone…but I did manage to get the work done on my own and was excited to smash my old IM PR of 11:08 from China this year.

I left Jeju and flew into Seoul on Friday, then took the bus to Taean, about 2.5hrs.  Being a foreigner traveling by myself can be a little intimidating, but everyone is very friendly and helpful here in Korea.  All you need to do is A) get someone to write you the Korean names on a piece of paper, then you B) clutch the paper quite obviously while looking around a lot with a confused expression, C) ask someone nicely in English, and D) smile big.  The English part is important because unlike my white teammates it is really not obvious that I am a foreigner until I open my mouth.

ANYWAY.  The race director, Kim HyungSik picked me up at the bus station and we drove to Hakampo Beach, where the race was being held.  We all had rooms at the motels within walking distance to the transition area and swim start, SUPER convenient!  HyungSik apologized that the rooms were not very fancy but I was quite happy with it, I mean it was way bigger than my studio in Jeju and had a refrigerator and cable TV!  Plus how many races give you free entry and 3 nights accommodation?  I even managed to get all my dinners paid for.  (Thanks to the RD and also Ryan’s friends for the post-race dinner!!) :D  V.I.P. superstar treatment!  Ok so it is still my first season as a pro and I still get excited over things like free entry and accommodation and meals.  At Embrun, Coco thought it was funny I was so excited over free breakfast ;)

This was my first time going to an ironman race by myself.  Ryan, who I met in Singapore and China, lives here in Korea and would also be racing but wouldn’t be coming until the night before the race with some of his friends.  I easily made a lot of new Korean friends (smiling big helps and so does being the Jeju ironman champion) but it was also nice to have my own room and be able to focus on doing my own thing before the race.  I actually got the most sleep I’ve ever gotten before an ironman–10 hours two nights before the race (the night that counts, as they say) and 8 hours the night before!

I put all my things together while watching many episodes of Cold Case on one of the English channels.  It’s kind of funny to see what American shows are broadcasted in Korea that they like to watch…  Grey’s Anatomy and Ugly Betty of course, but also a lot of CSI, Cold Case, Ghost Whisperer…and embarassingly enough the Tyra Banks show.

There isn’t much around the beach area in terms of a real grocery store or restaurants (other than traditional Korean restaurants) so my pre-race ice cream fat-loading consisted of eating one of these Korean ice cream sandwiches from a convenience store. 

It is a fish ice cream sandwich.  Well the outside layers are like ice cream cone layers shaped like a fish and inside is a layer of vanilla ice cream and a layer of red bean.  I had been wanting to try one for a while and figured this was the night!

The other really funny thing I’ve learned is that red bean in Korean is called “pot.”  So this is actually an ice cream sandwich shaped like a fish and filled with… “pot.”

The fish layers were a little soggy as I am sure it has been sitting in that freezer for longer than I care to know, but the ice cream and “pot” did not disappoint.

I set my alarm for 5:15am assuming the race was starting at 7am.  It actually started at 7:30am, of course I didn’t understand the Korean race briefing or the race program and schedule which was all in Korean.  Ryan and I were the only foreigners racing since the Taean county officials had closed the race off to foreigners because of the whole swine flu hype, but luckily since Ryan lives here and I lived in Jeju for 2 months, we were both considered Korean residents for all intents and purposes.  I got a mini English race briefing but the RD forgot to mention the start time got changed.  Luckily it didn’t start EARLIER!

However, I woke up in a cold sweat at 4:30am because I had one of those school nightmares.  It was Thursday in my dream and I had an essay for a nutrition class due at midnight, and some other assignment due on Friday, both of which I hadn’t even started yet.  Not only was it already Thursday but it was 11:17pm on Thursday night, and I frantically started writing the essay in my head so I could get to a computer and transpose it.  Something about carbohydrates.  I was in such a big panic, and then towards the end of the dream as I was waking up, I thought, wait a second, I am in Korea, and midnight on Thursday in the USA is not for almost another day…I think I have more than just 40 minutes to get this paper done.  And as I woke up it took me a while to realize: “Stop it, stop it, you are not in school any more, you do not have any more homework due, you have already graduated, you have your bachelors’ and masters’ degree.  WAKE UP WAKE UP YOU ARE RACING AN IRONMAN TODAY!!!

wouldve been more of a nightmare if these werent packed yet

would've been more of a nightmare if these weren't packed yet

I think my subconscious was confused because of my blog about the triathlon academy, and it didn’t remember that to pass nutrition class all I need is a six-pack, not some stupid essay.

…and so that’s how race morning began…

#9 is a very lucky Chinese number!  not as lucky as #8, Ryan got #8.

#9 is a very lucky Chinese number! not as lucky as #8, Ryan got #8.

to be continued!

P.S.  To elaborate on the significance of the number 9 in Chinese culture, here is what Wikipedia has to say:
“Nine (九) is considered a good number in Chinese culture because it sounds the same as the word “longlasting” (久).”

longlasting…  ironman…  I think there may be some foreshadowing here but you already know the ending to this story ;)